being sick again > March 12, 2018

Skipped work today just like last time +meth so actually it wasn't like last time and also more risky considering. I really needed to blow off steam. Like for real meth is awesome +booze +sex but would've been ultimate if at a party before hand getting to dancing but man my bones are old and I can't slam the ground like I used to, my joints can't take it. What else? Can't fucking sleep. Um, I got off the split shift at work back to semi night shift. I'm glad. I need more sleep. Definitely finding it harder to get out of bed at 440am. Need to get healthy, we've heard it all before. I won't say it then. I'm earning money with no one to spend it on/with. Maybe it's time uhuh?

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